LIFE'S LITTLE MOMENTS!!

prom was saturday. it was fun. not super great but still fun. people said i looked good. so that was cool. but whos gonna say u look bad on prom. but yea everyone really did look great. it was exciting. there was some drama in the beginning but it was cool. been kinda down lately for some odd reason, i dont know y. and my mom thinks im acting funny.but i dont think ive been acting ne different. today was a good day tho. got chowder and went to denice the menace with nathan and lindsay. that was awesome. o and took some nice pics too.

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Current Music: smashing pumpkins

freak this week is going by slow. i have to do this effing project. its annoying. ive barley started, its due tomoro. i do this too much. o well. ah my eyes itch. so today i had a huuuuuge craving for pancakes. like woah. so vanessa and me got breakfast at dennys. their pancakes r funny. kinda spongy. but it still hit the spot. and we had this awesome reces pie thing. mmmmm. and we didnt have to pay!! o yes! then i went to omars. that was cool. omar is awesome by the way. yea he gets annoying but hes still awesome. so is nathan! my new hommie. ew today my eye was like waay red. yay for eyedrops. those things really work. so this entry is kinda random. o well. im bored.

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Current Music: saves the day

tbs friday!!! it was sooo awesome!! and they played a lot of old stuff, i was so happy. i got stepped on a lot i hope the bruises fade before prom. im so excited for prom! but yea i got a tbs sweatshirt its very cool. it was pretty rough and it was only tbs. im gonna freaken die if i go to warped tour. gr.
omg so i had a few friends over today, one was is kinda a slut. and my parents know it. so there like leah, y r u hanging out with her/them. how can u be freinds with people who do stuff wen u dont. and my sister said if i hang out with sluts shes gonna think im a slut. and that really hurt my feelings. people at school dont even judge me as bad as my family does. it pissed me off. theyre worried im gonna give into doing watever my friends do. and yea i dont really blame them cuz theyre parents and im a teen, wat else should they expect. and usually thats true, u become who u hang out with. but for the most part i dont give into wat my friends do. i dont slut around or do drungs like a lot of my friends/aquaintences do. and it just pisses me off how they dont understand how i can be friends with people who r different then me. they say i need to raise my standards, that my friends r gonna bring me down. thats bs i like my friends, and i think that makes them even better friends cuz they dont pressure me into doing wat they do, and they dont get mad if i dont do wat they do. its just grr. sad.

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Current Music: cursive

ahhh i freaken hate feeling this way. so y cant i just get over it. i NEED to get over it!! i really miss they way it used to be. but im pretty sure its not gonna be like that again. damn it! that should be enough for me to move on but nOOoOoO. GRR. god i sound freaken psycho danny status.ewww. i dont wanna be psycho status. wth is wrong with me.

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Current Music: modest mouse

yea. so were all the way over now. it sux. but its ok. friends are awesome, they really do help. who would have thought? ha. i still hope we get back together someday. but in the meantime i dont think there is much i can do about it.
some good news...i went shopping!! perfect timing. and i might be able to go to prom!! dont know with who, but o well!!
freaken emo.
today at the mall the power went out for like a minute. it was scary. i was afraid of a riot or something.
woah the screen is shaking.

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Current Music: ours

wow so its been a long time since i last updated. actually not much has happened since last time. i dont think. my dad is still psycho. more than before actually. he gets more paranoid as time goes by. sucks for me. hmm...got a few new friends. they are awesome. going out with steve, he is freaken awesome. best bf ever. i love him. sucky part is today he said he wanted to go on a break. i hope it dosnt last long. i hope he still likes me in the end. im scared its not gonna end up that way. i dont really know y were on the break, i just know he needs it and even though that way sux for me right now, im gonna wait. i just really hope we end up together again. probably likes someone else. eff!!! that seems to happen a lot.

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Current Music: taking back sunday

hellooo. yea vacation!!! crap but i have a buttload of history..errg. o well. yeah, so ive been able to hang out with steve. so thats been awesome. and today i got to hang out with him AND lindsay!! that was fun. o yeah i got a myspace...i said i wouldnt get one but eh i did. its cool so far. not sick of it yet. ha. BUT just cause i have a myspace dosnt mean i wont ever update this anymore! muwahaha.-cough-

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Current Music: green day...old school

yeah...nice day of giving today. i got the guys a few gifts. candy pretty much. they seemed pretty happy..that made me feel good. omg and scottis got me a new nightmare!!! and i hung out with steve! that was awesome!...giddy noise!! exclamation marks are fun!!!!!!!!!! !

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Current Music: weezer

yo..so pretty good week so far. its been nice.eek its only tuesday, things can change. i hope not. but yes!!! ts our last week before xmas break. i cant wait. sighs- well back to stupid english hw.

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Current Music: ours

awww stupid jealous meanies suck. other then them...things are pretty cool right now. saw oceans 12 with steve and kyle the other day..that was nice. steve took kyle and me on a date.hahaha. i saw the xmas lights at bonfante gardens last night. it was really pretty. they had this little place where u could make smores. it was so cool. ooo and this waterfall u could walk behind. that was awesome. damn i have a lot of hw to do. eek.bubye

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Current Music: ours

hey..so yeah its been a while..well, things have been pretty frustrating lately. but i think everythings cool now. me and danny are all the way over now and i guess "hate each other" so thats weird. but with all the crap hes done lately, id say im ok with it. hes an effing lier, back stabbing, crazy, jealous person. and im so over it. and im stupid for it taking almost 2 years to realized it all, well ive known it, just never did anything about it. and now things are different. well i hope so, as long as dannys not around. so yeah things are going pretty good right now i guess. still bored as hell. but still things are good. me and lindsay are good friends again, i guess weve been for a while now. iunno. schools...getting better..i think. hehe. well..im talking to lindsay right now and she told me to write that. haha. that stupid whore is sneaking out tonight..to do god knows wat.i wish i could do that. newho. so yea me and this awesome guy are really cool right now. i care about him a lot and hes been here for me during all this recent crap. thank u sooo much. theres more drama...in kinda a sad way behind that stuff. i feel bad about it. but i really like him. and things r cool now anyways so thats awesome. well at least i hope there cool. eek i still have history left. ttul

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Current Music: angus soundtrack

steve is cool/awesome/funny/nice/geek/G/steve...haha

ok its gone. ha. sorry just need this to remember the date for me. carry on...

awwwwwwwww.omg. so freaken immature.asshole. untrustworthy. meanie breaks promises. effer. rapist whore.freak

Current Mood: worried

yo. so yeah last night i went to the palma salinas game. it was kinda boring. hanging out was cool. but the game was dumb. that sucked. so yeah hung out with danny for a while then someone showed up so i left. but it was cool. i had fun. ray said hi to me!! that was way cool. jason s. got kinda mad that i was stereotyping him, that was fun too. haha. gosh christine gives really good back rubs. so me and elieen are kinda talking again so thats good. but omgosh i might hang out with ray tonight!! that would be awesome/scray. but still...giddy noise!!

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Current Music: kill bill soundtrack

OMG I CAN KINDA SORTA NOTREALLY WHISTLE!!!!! (i coudnt before. thats y im so excited...)

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Current Music: pgmg

saaay waaat??

Current Mood: confused

hmm...breakups are um..odd/confusing/sucky/relieving/just strange

Current Mood: contemplative

yo. havnt updated this thing in a long time. so yeah schools been ok. except english. me and danny were still broken up. but now were all they way over. im sad/mad. yeah i made him wait a long time and i really wanted to get back with him like way soon. but no. he likes someone else too. there probably going to go out. crazy stuff. its weired cuz hes such a jerk to me sometimes. even tho hes way nicer now than hes ever been, well not so much now that were over over. but yeah he can be mean but i still liked him. i still do. but oh well got to get over it now.

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: queen

dude. i saw alien vs. predator. it was freaken awesome. actually mayb could have been better. but i think i liked it so much just cause i love alien so much. but still it was way good. the aliens are soooo cool. predator is funny. but yeah it was me, danny, the ryans, mellisa, and devlin. this asshole couple wouldnt get out of the seats we were saving for everyone else. if they were on time it wouldnt have happened but still. this dude could have been nicer. i mean there were pairs of seats all over the place. but nOOOoOoO, he had to sit there. gosh. idiot. but yeah. more evil danny drama. he...just errrg crap happens and more crap i hate it,sooooooo much. awww. but i dont want to give up. i dont know wat to do sometimes. it shouldt be this hard. i know its been the same story for over a year. but again i dont want to give up. but its way hard. sad thing is it dosent have to be. we could just break up for good. but that would suck. he apologized for some stuff. but im still really mad in general. a good night sleep and a whole day of shopping will cure this!!! omg tomorrow will be awesome. school shopping finally! but wow im tired. night.

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Current Music: imarobot